sad sia .
today si bei suay .
from i go out till come back .
suay e whole day .
going find laogong den saw teng zhongli n boi marhs .
tok tok wid them a while lorhs .
den laogong called .
cos i forgot msg him tell him i hao ler .
i noe i tell him i wid them he sure angry de .
so i bluff him lorhs . no purposely de marhs .
den zhongli n teng di siao .
laogong heard their voice lorhs .
hais .
i oso dun wan bluff him de marhs .
i dun wan him to get angry only .
hais .
but i promise i wont bluff him anymore ler .
after went cck meet him .
den got guy take number from me .
den i giv lorhs .
nth wrong marhs .
if he contact me i can dun care him de lorhs .
i everytime like tat de .
den laogong saw .
den he angry again .
hais .
dun noe he angry wat .
as if i will like e guy like tat .
hais .
he still dun trust me tat i only love him mehs .
sians .
dun noe he loves me marhs .
hais .
although he treat me good .
but if he dun loves me oso no use .
can see he is changing nw .
but wat i wan is e love from him .
if not do wat oso useless de lorhs .
hais .
really very suay tis year sia .